little big diaries

  Sometimes life is just wonderful. With all its hues and phases, life is actually really enjoyable. But it is a sad reality that all of the colours of this world are not equally distributed. Life may be fair to us, at least once in a blue moon. But the world, nope. Sometimes we feel that the world is fair to us, but that is just an illusion,a veil that kind, generous people hide behind as they too have an infamous side that they wouldn't want the others to see. But that veil is just  so beautiful even if it so thin and penetrating. It is actually really good to create such a veil for yourself 'cause what good is it to let all of you, out into this gratitude less, this unsatisfying pit of sins called the world. I love my life regardless of its shortcomings, of the abuses that I honour it with and that is why we should love and trust people too, regardless of the fact that they are hiding behind an unseen veil.

                                   A TEAR AND A SMILE     I would not exchange the sorrows of my heart    For the joys of the multitude.    And I would not have the tears that sadness makes   To flow from my every part turn into laughter.   I would that my life remain a tear and a smile.   A tear to purify my heart and give me understanding   Of life's secrets and hidden things.   A smile to draw me nigh to the sons of my kind and   To be a symbol of my glorification of the gods.    A tear to unite me with those of broken heart;    A smile to be a sign of my joy in existence.   I would rather that I died in yearning and longing than that I live Weary and    despairing.   I want the hunger for love and beauty to be in the  Depths of my spirit, for I, have seen those who a...

little big diaries: Learning to let go : Pain is what brings the most out of you. When you are in pain you become yourself, we accept ourselves even when we don't want to do so....

Pain is what brings the most out of you. When you are in pain you become yourself, we accept ourselves even when we don't want to do so. It makes us grateful for what we have and for what we can. I  have seen many people bearing the pain even when it becomes unbearable[including me]. Crying out for help when in pain doesn't mean that you are weak. It means that you are strong enough to express yourself without caring about people being judgemental of you. Many times, when people face different phases of depression, they are reluctant to get help for themselves even when they are on the verge of suicide. Accepting your weaknesses is as important as knowing your strengths. It doesn't make you any less of a man or a woman. We realize most of our insecurities and inferior complexes when we are troubled mentally or physically. But accepting that and letting go of your ego is what a truly successful person would do. Add caption It is easier said than done ,to let go of things.But...

little big diaries: Reviving Relations : Wounds are hard to make but even harder to heal. The momentary pain that a person experiences while the wound is made, is only a starting po...

little big diaries: Everything Happens For A Reason : I wasn't much of  a reader till my fourth grade. I always found reading as hard work and a bit challenging. So most of the time I chose ...

I wasn't much of  a reader till my fourth grade. I always found reading as hard work and a bit challenging. So most of the time I chose to not acknowledge its benefits. But when I was in my fourth grade something happened that made me change a lot. So, I had a friend who was a vivid reader(not something that I appreciated at that time). She would read on for hours at an end and I didn't understand what was so great about it. It wasn't much of a problem for me until she started getting full marks for all of our spelling tests and started to bag, mostly, my title of being the teacher's pet. One day, we got a free period and our English teacher asked us to do something without making much noise.    My fri ends time  decided to play 'BINGO' .And I being an apprentice at the 'art ' of BINGO chose not to play it and decided to switch places with my reader friend, who apparently decided to play. I took up a TINKLE DIGEST and started reading it and I actually fo...

Wounds are hard to make but even harder to heal. The momentary pain that a person experiences while the wound is made, is only a starting point. If you don't attend to that wound, as tiny as it may be, it will get infectious. For physical wounds consulting a doctor, most of the time helps the infection to subside but for wounds created in the heart, it takes more than that to heal. Several times wounds created in our hearts are much deeper than a person could ever endure in their lifetime. Trying to live with that deep pain, in vain, leads to something quite unintended like distance. It starts small and probably can extend until the end of the world. Several times, we tend to ignore it, stating that, as times change priorities also change. We deny ourselves the pleasure of being truthful to ourselves and blame others for creating such distances. What most of us fail to...

Most of the time in life when you come out of your comfort zone, so as to move forward with your life, you are put in a really awkward zone where you desperately try to fit in. When I am put in such a zone, I tend to crack some jokes that are most offensive, to let go of my nervousness. But only after I have cracked the joke I realize that it was pretty much offensive to anyone that heard it. And then I start to become nervous about whether they will judge me because of what I said. Then I start to overthink about it. Then I feel exhausted by all of it, that all of my excitement drains out of me. This is a cycle that I have been through a lot of times in my life: about what people will think about me. And now, as I have got tired of it I have learnt to let go of it. I never show any of my writings to anybody as I was scared about what people will think about it. But one thing I realized was that I was so scared about people judging me because I often judged people by their appearance o...

For every person on this Earth ,there exists a place, where we come to when we are exhausted by life's tantrums.Somewhere we can get cosy and comfortable and enjoy our own company.Even if this place is small,this niche, is  where we become ourself. That is why I decided to start this blog.I wanted to create a niche where I can express myself through my writings.I want to express my feelings, thoughts and observations about the world through this blog.    A small ,cosy spot in this big ,chaotic world.